Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Warts Inside My Dog's Mouth



Aircraft
cross the night sky. They are two in each direction. A minute before I held you, now I see something I have not had a chance to see before, two planes traveling in the same plane of my vision, facing each other. Observe that far makes me think for a moment that would cause a slight flaw to crash, but no. It's just people traveling in opposite directions, each very away from the other in every way, people locked in a can that moves very fast in the air. Travelers, a bit like us.
I embrace you again. Detachment.

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When you sleep are ® i's. I do not. I'm an acid. You smile. Energy that allows me the possibility of a colorful awakening. I have known many people who smiles when sleeping or less the first thing you do is smile at the awakening. Sunrise. Looking instinctively embrace and encapsulate emotions. That powerful exchange makes the blood run violently. It is fortunate that in our veins and arteries do not have traffic rules, many would have died at that speed, like us, who die every evening and at dawn resurrected. As travelers and undocumented dimensional. Travelers to the end.
close my eyes and smiled. Color.


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look at the sky. I hope that crush me sometime. You do the same. Are high. Sun and cold - say - a mix suitable for this dull winter Lima, as Love & Passion. Floating laughed at that ritual to continue to seek stimuli. I tell you - people can be classified (and understand) as things that encourage them. Pause and say - now I understand why there is Paris Hilton and Stephen Hawking. Pause and seek stimulation in space. The sky belongs to us now. Wonder - where are we? Your hands touch my eyelids as I tell - landed on me.

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I found it impossible to understand how an angel descends across millions of kilometers from the sky and after that trip, how it looks on the mainland.
Until you fell on me.

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Love Knee Length Skirts

Literary Front: Jose Donoso's El Mocho.

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El Mocho, story set in the mines of Lota is no exception to the world of social discourse intersect in an infernal mating, repression and masks convoluted to go into the darkest staining and ambiguous opacity to their hosts, histrionic and pathetic beings Chilean writer Jose Donoso, grandly was building, since his debut with Summerhouse and Other Stories (1955)

In the work of Donovan The reader must reconstruct fuzzy and imprecise sources are developed intentionally as a cliché and stilted images prostitutes, unemployed and people immersed in work and agazapantes absurd, true dead ends or bad dreams of death.

Donoso in the universe, is a constant monotony and routine roles addiction as taxes, hiding the real self. Incomplete, out represented nickname and face. So despite what the reader expected according to past experience, forged out of the narrative world, will always face to face with a violation and lack key proposed carnival and baroque. world full of grotesque grotesque possible singing dissatisfaction and hope, embodied in migrating to know in a piecemeal fashion with the nicknames of Mocho, the Bambina, the boy and the Mocho
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In the particular case Mochos characters who lend their names to the work product of his pejorative nickname referred to his work as servers and on a more symbolic and intimate, because his life severed, we encounter with a becoming actantial we profiled entities urged by necessity. Precarious, denote righteousness, innocence, gentleness, immersed in the field, misogynist, almost animal Lota. Space that constantly reminds them of their mistake, the peripheral status of liabilities and prudish. They are kids who crave sexual frustration product; movement and a sharp break with its social leadership.

that extent, the evolution of these beings operate under the aegis of reluctance and contradiction against global expectations. Fleeing from what everyone expects of them roam and are diluted and their behavior reaches as high rates of subversion destructure order and consistency in their environment immediately. These hierarchies rusty and fossilized by habit and the need to build secure identity, apprehended and communicable.

disruptor element is an ingredient that recalls Donovan's penchant for biblical metaphorically.

Edenic content is turned upside down and two women, two prostitutes, these flimsy tempt them away from the church, his path of righteousness and morality that condemns them to eternal and timeless ritual without much satisfaction and sense the pleasure of repeating an act of compulsively and single-minded.

Another element disintegrated, a victim of the eruption and rupture worldly scholasticism: The parental control and stability providing a source well delineated. Consequently, we face another fetish Donoso, concubinage and illicit intercourse, fleeting encounters that meet lumpen proletariat and bourgeoisie in a subtle blood covenant.

In this discourse, both Mochos amalgamate with their common ancestor, the aristocratic Blas Urizar, of questionable behavior in his social circle. Astray, Blas is the spot in the family lineage, known as the mocha language, is the first of this lineage reviled, exiled and outcast with a shield, embroiled in an affair with another prostitute in the mining area, Mary Paine Guala, grandmother of Mocho Toño great and great-grandmother, the Mocho Chico.

The author weaves in a succulent in space and time wandering around these stocks, the cross, forcing them to collide and error to be repeated a thousand times in Dante's purgatory, orphans of expectations and frustrations, are destructive of the social germ . Ghosts whose contour is a gossip after a complex set of words, gibberish which connotes too much and lost consciousness long ago. Compelled to wander without a destination source and infamous.

For females, the erratic wandering is twofold, because in this unreality lucid, they only have two options. They are mothers or whores, the consequent question is what if must, taxation, be both? what will a society like ours, such as that posed by the work, full of males and Antonio. In the ideology of this archetype, a woman should honor their home, therefore a performance in bed is vetoed, it belongs to only those females that he used to enjoy, because you is the giver and get exclusive prominently carnal enjoyment. In the same area that borders on oppression falologocentrismo body, what role they play, if you know the identity or whereabouts of the father of their offspring? And why do not serve to perpetuate the comedy, not only giving birth to the children of anonymous men and violent, but to educate them in the same mold?

Submissive and denigrated, women in the world of Donoso, specifically in the Mocho, occupies the seat of an object (no subject) of devotion and pleasure of these men who so often mistaken for the mother and lover, ambiguity and contradiction , founding and unavoidable component of this novel, posthumously published in year 97 and last destination of Chilean readers had to connect with his prolific voice before into the international cultural scene, is spoken tailed lizard , a novel loss of that member and columnist for the boom, which bequeathed such great titles for years to our narrative, becoming one of the most prolific voices and original.

Author: Daniel Rojas Pachas.
Published in: Cinosargo



Monday, June 29, 2009

Sick With Red Spots On Tongue

China by Jose Donoso

China
José Donoso

On one side the gray wall of the university. Opposite, the agitation of the cooking places smelly alternative to the tranquility of the stores used books and bustle of the establishments where sweaty men horman and iron, between bursts of steam. Beyond, to the end of the first block, retreat houses and the sidewalk is widened. When night falls, is the most hectic the street. A whole world swirling around the fruit stands. Rough-skinned oranges and green apples, polished and hard as enamel, change color under the neon signs, red and blue. Abyss of darkness or light, fall between the faces around the charlatan vociferous crowd, decked out with a live snake. In winter clog scarlet scarves worn faces, revealing only the brightness or entrusted grim, insightful or bovine eyes that shows each be different. Every other tram moves up the narrow road, waving around with his loud mechanical senescence. In a second floor balcony features a woman wrapped in a thick robe listing. Blow on a brazier and sparks fly as the tail of a comet. For a moment, the woman's face is clear and warm and deep.

Like all the streets, this is also public. For me, however, always was. For many years I held the conviction that I was the only stranger who had the right to venture among its highlights and shadows.

When small, I lived in a nearby street, but of very different stamp. There, the linden, the double bluff, so whimsical, the busy road and faces little serious talk of a world entirely. One afternoon, however, I accompanied my mother to the other street. It was found some covered. Suspected that an employee had stolen, to take after a certain pawn shop located there. It was winter and it had rained. At the bottom of the intersections were visible traces of light water, and on the ceilings hung low clouds still vague brownish spots. The road was wet, and the hair of women would stick, limp, their cheeks. Dark.

Upon entering the street, a car came upon us with a crash. I sought refuge near my mother, along with a cabinet full of sheet music. In one of them, in an oval, a smiling blond girl. I asked my mother to buy me that sheet, but did not pay attention and keep walking. I had wide eyes. Not only wanted to look at all the faces passing by me, but touch, smell, seemed so wonderfully different. Many people carrying packages, bags, baskets and all sorts of seductive and mysterious objects. In the crush, a worker charged with a mattress disarray hat my mother. She laughed, saying:

- By God, this is like in China! We

down the street. It was difficult to avoid the puddles on the pavement cracked. By passing a Cookery, I discovered that the smell mixed with the smell of my mother's raincoat was pleasant. Have seemed to me as showing the windows. She was horrified, they said everything was normal or second hand. Hundreds of empavonado glass vases with medallions of flags and flowers. Piggy cat-shaped plaster, painted magenta and silver. Multicolored ball jars. Strings of postcards and tops. But above all seduced me quiet and clean store, on whose door a sign read: "Japanese darning."

not remember what happened with the case of cutlery. But the fact is that this road was marked in my memory as something exciting, different. It was the freedom and adventure. Far from it, my simple life unfolded in the order of their times. The "Japanese darning, as much as I wanted, never remendaría my clothes. The nuns would starched small nimble fingers. At home in the evenings, I despaired thinking of "China", a name that I named the street. There was, of course, another China. The illustrations of the tales of Calleja, the adventures of Pinocchio. But now that China was not important.

One Sunday morning I had a quarrel with my mother. By way of revenge I went to the desk and studied largely a city map hanging on the wall. After lunch my parents were out, and the employees took the spring sun in the last yard. Fernando suggested to my brother:

- Are we going to "China"?

His eyes sparkled. Thought we were going to play, as so often, to make trips on the stairs of scissors lying under the orange, or perhaps to disguise the East.

"As they left," he said, we steal things mom's drawer.

"No, silly," I whispered, this time we will go to "China." Fernando

wore pale blue overalls and white sandals. I carefully took his hand and headed for the street that I was dreaming. We walk in the sun. We went to "China", had to show the world, but mostly it was necessary to care for young children. As we approached, my heart beat faster. Reflected that fortunately was Sunday afternoon. There little traffic, and there was no danger when crossing from one sidewalk to another.

At last we reached the first block of my street.

"This is it said, and felt that my brother was clinging to my body.

first thing that surprised me was not to see neon signs, no blue or red or green. Had imagined that this road was always magical night. By continuing, I noticed that all shops had closed. Or yellow trams ran. A terrible despair was invading me. The sun was warm, turning houses and streets of a soft honey color. Everything was clear. Circulated very few people, they slowly and with empty hands, just like us.

Fernando asked

- Why is "China" here?

I felt lost. Suddenly, I knew how to please. I saw my status fail before him, and without an immediate occurrence great, my brother would never believe me.

"Come to the" darning Japanese "I said. There really is "China."

had little hope that this will convince him. But Fernando, who began to read, spell undoubtedly achieve faded billboard hanging above the store. Perhaps this increased their faith. From the street, spelled it perfectly. I said then:

"See, stupid, you did not believe.

"But it's ugly," said with a pout.

Tears were about to fill my eyes, if something important was happening, quickly, immediately. But what could happen? On the streets almost deserted, the shops had tended to lids over their windows. Towards a low heat and pleasant.

"Do not be silly. "Let us cross to see what anime to gain more time for another reason. In that moment I hated my brother, for the total failure was a matter of seconds.

detained at the metal curtain "Japanese darning." As the shock of Lucrezia, the new employee dining room, the curtain was a tough wave perfection. There was a door in it, and I thought maybe my brother is interested. I managed only to say: "Look ...

-And make the play.

He was a noise inside. Frightened, we took off across the street, watching the door open. He left a small man, lean, yellow-eyed, braces, then began locking the door. We were huddled next to a lamppost, staring face. Passed along and we smiled. We followed with his eyes until doubled in the next street.

muted. Only when he spent a cotton candy vendor went out of our dreams. I, who had a weight, and it was feeling great affection for my brother for having succeeded in showing off before him, bought two lots and offered a wonderful pink substance. Pensive, I thanked her head slowly and went home. No one had noticed our absence. Fernando took to reach the volume of "Pinocchio in China" and began spelling carefully.

Years passed. "China" was long and bright colored lining in a dark coat. I used to go back to the imagination. But gradually I started to forget, no reason to fear, fear of failure there in some form. Later, when the world lost interest Pinocchio, our professor of box led us to a theater inside the street: we should not only learn to hit hard, but with art. Old was recently released pants and the first cigarette. But this part of the street was not "China." Moreover, "China" was almost forgotten. It was even more important to see in the "Encyclopedic Dictionary" Dad's words at school whispered the great laughs.

later entered the University. I bought black-rimmed glasses.

At this time, I realized that mostly take care of long hair was a sign of class, he would return to that street. But it was not my street. It was no longer "China", but nothing in it had changed. Going to old bookstores in search volume prestige to my library and my intellect. He saw the evening on the piles of fruit on the kiosks and display cases, mannequins dressed up with wax, it could not have existed. I was interested in only the dusty shelves full of books. Or the famous silhouette of a man of letters who rummaged among them, quiet and private. "China" had disappeared. I do not remember having looked, not once in all this time, the sign of "darning Japanese."

later left the country for several years. One day, on my return, I asked my brother who was then a student at the University, where he could buy a book that interested me particularly, and could not find it anywhere. Smiling, Fernando replied:

-In "China" ...

And I did not understand.



Sunday, June 14, 2009

Interesting Religious Facebook Status

Travel & peace be with me my way


The first time I saw her was in the church.
not remember having felt before something divine on earth was so close to me and I had touched.
Play Mass every Sunday was something that at first my mother made me do. I can confess without fear really hated not being able to be on the beach, playing cards or just doing nothing instead of having to go to church to hear the Mass. I found it boring, exhausting, pointless. I say this without offending, being honest, but always ended up going every Sunday pretending to be a believer when in fact he did not believe in anything or anyone.
The churches all at that time was like a prison for me. Within it, all the time that lasted the Mass I felt like a prisoner. I tried to make my mind to be distracted at the silliest things. I started memorizing everything his father's words, the passionate, delusional religious songs, then the faces, the location of some people. I came to identify those who gave alms and those who do not, who really were believers and those without. Discovered subtle codes among people in their hands, their eyes and their body position. Yet I was the most boring. The worst came when the father invited all to give us a sign of peace. That awful feeling of having to touch a stranger and say without feeling - peace be with you - gave me a terrible revulsion. Men, children, ladies, always had someone around to smile suddenly turned around and I had to give peace . Atrocious. I did not know which side to not know what to say. The worst was when an old man did. Those wrinkled hands, trembling, full of stains resting on my shoulder, touching my arm, my hand sometimes. It was too much for me. In those times I found it impossible to evade this responsibility and I was not at all comfortable that burden, the family pressure, these sentimiendos crashing into my heart. I came to feel that everything in the church I watched, from individuals to the images. Then when the panic filled me came the worst - brothers, let us make the sign of peace -
Once a prisoner of the crisis on Sunday, I was finally blessed. Yes, I'm not exaggerating. I was really touched by an angel. That time was not a strong hand or fingers dirty, much less those bony fingers trembling epidermis stained by the years that I played. A delicate hand was laid upon me, a fine hand, strong, flawless and fresh. Looking up a pair of brown eyes back at me peace literally lost for so long. It was like an exorcism, a divine moment, a miracle. Since that time my pilgrimage to the church was forced by me, only to see it, to feel touched again for such purity. At home everyone was celebrating my sudden devotion. I got up very early. Anxious and sweaty came to church to locate in the meantime Christian sinner. Once located, the next step was to get as close as possible, be as near that time for our peace his arm I can play and receive the message from his lips, his eyes. Do not tell me anything yet. That girl was doing that creates the Lord, in that force that invaded me and shook my body. His only contact me lit. At night, I dreamed of those eyes, that expression and that hand touching. Woke up excited and wet, suffering to count the days - still need to see Sunday - repeated as whipping me with my words - still missing. Then prayed feverishly passionate and sleep to dream again about the girl, until Sunday came again, went to look, I stood next to her and received peace. But lately I've discovered that after she blesses me with the warmth in your contact crowned by the words in the sweetest of voices I can not help getting home and thinking at the moment touch me, imagining that it is she who touches me. A dizzy I assaults
why I let myself go. I rush and then after peace comes, the true and sublime peace. Today, I can not help doing it several times, many more on Sunday after mass. I feel very strange.
Father, you believe that this is wrong, think I'll go to hell?


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