Wednesday, March 30, 2011

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Narciso and sorrow "darling" (and 7. The dessert waiting)

"You not want to be a brat, right? "


Every morning I look in the mirror and I turn to ask the same question. That also sounds "Caprichos no" demanding of my childhood.

As my grandmother, I am able to tell others what happens before and I dare to name, but sometimes it costs me and shake something. A woman opens her eyes to sleep, also with curiosity and hope. I, there is nothing more nor anyone else at that hour in the house. It's who I am, Laura, Laura alone and in front, watching.

Life is there for not giving us what we want, secret what we all desire. Sometimes it can be a fleeting illusion, others is constant thumping to the beat of the heart when solitude is a gap that grows and becomes larger. Then you sniffling and tears still fall. Without anger and calm now know well that I can say "No, Grandma, I'm not a brat" as I sit at the table of the largest and as an appetite so every day is on the plate. Perhaps at the top of the cupboard waiting for me even dessert with glass lid that without that I can still reach .


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(End of "darling", the whole story is Trabalibros. Thanks for reading and comments).


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Hello my princess! How about everything? I'm here, well, his body full of energy and a completely empty stomach:)
These days I'm doing pretty well, but frankly I can not decide anything in the studies concentrate T ^ T do not know what happens but I'm pretty discouraged at that aspect, in fact carry a week that do not give foot with ball ... E
CMC exam today was pathetic, I mixed a lot of concepts and it has been typical out the examination with a bad taste in the mouth and when put together with my colleagues, feel that you hit the skid of course ... but hey, I'm not overwhelmed by an examination of anything ^ ^ (I hope to have a cinquillo menso)
Tomorrow I have a test in French and guess I have not studied nadaaa! I will start studying soon and I will take it clear what I can for now What can I do otherwise? I'm getting a bad student! (Taking into account that they have been responsible for one week XD) Well
not know what else to tell ... apart from that every day I'm more disgustingly obese ... not technically good, but every day it's like I discovered a new and disgusting default ... Last night, I kept dreaming desu ate and I felt bad about it ... took all night eating and vomiting in a dream I'm going to go crazy!

I leave a gift, yesterday i was watching some videos online that I would like vieseis. I encourage
Some more, others will back you ... frankly I would prefer that opened many eyes ... to me instead encouraged me more to continue with this what undoubtedly must be a sign that every day I'm more crazy ...


was ask a question on a documentary called THIN (thin), audio latino, which follows the lives of a handful of girls in a treatment clinic against anorexia. Although I think that the proposed treatment and carried out for these ill women is not right, treat them like criminals, they recorded their stuff, call them liars, put them against him, expel those who do not fit the system d to take place, and above costs a fortune. If people are so good why the air when they stop paying? Frankly, on the one hand I think it's great that there are people who successfully recover from this disease, on the other, this disease needs to track.
In Spain, tracked for five years and is not considered that you can give the patient discharged from hospital to ten, however there is a kind of community flats "where patients with marked improvements can stay, living with other patients and under the regular supervision of a specialist.
In my opinion, and always after having passed the risk period is the best option, since this can lead a normal lifestyle, integrating slowly and without being treated like criminals.
One of the girls committed suicide, but did not say, and many others have not recovered. This is not the proper treatment.

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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

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"darling" (6. Vermont)

"I am woman for you, John. You know already, as I do ... "

She was doing a favor for getting ahead. If there was another kind of woman, would have allowed it was he who had to take the plunge or wait for his infidelity to break through a cause as is so often done out of laziness or fear. But not me. It is the vision of my grandmother or your strength that I also inherited. Or maybe it's my pride, another kind of fear or lack of desire to pledge to something or someone, self background that John was accused, knowing that I can reach sufficient without one by my side despite the loneliness that from small crawl. We

one last weekend together in Vermont in a friend's house knowing that the two ended. We could not reproach us no harm, treat us with something that looked like love. Perhaps it was. Thanks to that we retain the affection and friendship twenty three years after. We do not see much, but we call from time to time. "How are you going?", "I have been out the last two years," "No, do not go out with anyone lately," You know I can count on me for whatever you want ... "

John helped me a lot. It is true that another child was capricious and spoiled. With women no exception. An unsettled romantic life, with constant fluctuations in their late forties, is confirmation of what I saw in him and made me leave. Up close, the intimacy, a common capricious, a global standard dumb or lazy or simple amateurs, tend to be easier for someone like him living, ever more complicated. Instead, John had a different weight, more nuance and depth, and loneliness trembling deep inside that made you love him. The vacuum background nudity and sadness slowly you discover in some men apparently immovable is what makes you want when you're not in love.


He was my first serious boyfriend, who told me bluntly, in the face. He made me sit at the table as the others, like real adults, and eating with gusto, with no need for I were asked or expected. Maybe not in the ways that my grandmother would have wanted, eat everything, even soup, which horrified me. John, I'm sure, would have given my dog \u200b\u200bTana without the knowledge of elders, and above, running well, then putting elbows on the table with her smile defiant.

was so John and has not changed hardly. Today I remembered seeing him in the salmon pages of the country in an interview that they did, their weakness rather safe behind the words, few and strong always laying down the law.


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Excerpt from "darling" Trabalibros full text.


Monday, March 28, 2011

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"darling" (5. Maldita consciousness)

soon came to discover that John was also another kind of capricious and that, despite its facade, shared with several global stupid ways and means. At that time there was still money for repaying the loan was the master. Neither parent had a well-placed to go. Both circumstances seemed to make different and better, a man of truth against both brat, but also more ambitious to achieve what others had by birth. It was so whimsical in a sense a mature, adult, used to do his holy will, because he had trained conscience. However, security was wielding water like a small child if you do not get what he wanted or had the opposite was little it might be. That taken as a personal betrayal or disloyalty most Dissent at least made him unstable in their affections and difficult to treat. It ends so abruptly and had to distance away from him by those who really liked him, unable to accept that he could love without interest, was used as everything had a price and pay it out of pocket normally.

I knew all this relatively quickly, soon to live together I realized. I inherited my grandmother's that rare Marta consciousness soon see a man still being in love with him to the bone. It's a blessing to me in the long run prevents greater evil, a curse that prevents the blind love and happiness that gives you the lack of knowledge.

"John, you can not set well with me," John, I think you're wrong about that, "" Life is not fair, John, is not only a question of effort or merit, just things are not always as we want them, "Do not you follow your rhythm, you have, does not mean you do not love you" ...

Since I started to see what it was, off the initial fascination I felt for him, until broke, spent several months about a year. It was a bit slow and without much friction, a painless and smooth stems. The initial discussions gave way to silence. During that time he also discovered aspects in me that I did not like anything. Some left, others have been muted by time.

"It's not shyness thing, is that you are too proud to fail, Laura ..."," I would gladly or real need, so you have no ambition and not enough you insist, "You born with many things and free ...".

"You you alone is sufficient for you, you know, you will always be a rich girl, so despise both those who strive and consider yourself better than them ..."

" Life is to spot, and you can not come out clean, Laura ... "-------------------------


Excerpt from" darling ", is full pdf Trabalibros .

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obesity.



Today I feel happy.
was not the best day of my life, but well ...
the morning did not go to the first two hours of class to study the review had recess ... but I fell asleep and could not review only thing>. \u0026lt;so I took a six (I get very nervous in the oral tests) Well I will work more on the next test so I can maintain the average ... At this rate I will not be able to log in psychology!
At lunchtime my parents forced me to eat TT as usual, this Once cooked and yogurt ... but hey, I turned to me and it is:) sincerely know that I have so much inside ... from what I've read somewhere around 20% but I will not pufff deanimar now! NOT CRAZY!
not how I'm going to fix or to excuse me I will draw from the manga but tomorrow I swear I will not eat anything! I'm sick of bulimia>. \u0026lt;more so because little by little I feel inside me is undermining ... and really my periods with ana have not only been more effective but also more enjoyable, the problem is the coexistence, is difficult to cheat so much and especially your parents. Although it sounds mean, it's much easier to tell any Ball to your friends to try to convince your parents ... and more to mine ... Need to become independent NOW! by the way, I'm looking for some work in the evenings or something to get me some money because I hate financially dependent on my parents (I am a parasite)
This afternoon, as she entered the bathroom the first thing I did was spend half an hour in the mirror How did I get so fat? I am disgusted! I left a lot ... While even I have the courage to weigh myself, as we see everything I've gained a infartoT.T me so I did not weigh them in a while (which I find it almost impossible) and not embitter've covered all the mirrors my home (I look like a eskizofrénica) because I've noticed that every time I reflected on one of them I get a "cut up" I look at my arms, my stomach, my legs and face horrible bread that is making me >. \u0026lt;'m horrible ASCO GIVE ME! Every time I think of Betta and the 36 kilos I fall tears T ^ T but who wants something does not cost you anything? and I do not think throwing in the towel and less now, that's clear.



FAT, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY,
FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, fat, fat,
FAILED, FAILED, FAILED, FAILED, FAILED, FAILED, FAILED,

NOW NOT going to surrender.

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"spoiled child" (4. John and global fools)

I loved John. He seemed strong and admirable, free and independent. Her mesmerizing overflowing vitality. also met this little bad boy, that attracts some women, with the best cachicanes children of the estate of my grandmother doing what gave him real world catching wins overburden. At the time, had a solid training for advancing demands of himself, without any external pressure or demand, simply because they want to. It was also ready natural. I was there in the same investment bank than me, but it based on merit and an impressive resume to his twenty-seven, no favors to relatives or acquaintances.

John did not stop. Where others barely arrived he was overrun by desire and hours missed for his passion and dedication. I wanted to get something, somewhere, a natural ambition he fed feverishly restless activity, nothing was ever enough, enough. Accomplished something, not relaxing, going to the next without pause to enjoy what he had achieved, permanently dissatisfied.

had everything in that New York time, which were worth and came as John, studying with a scholarship and worked with effort and without recommendation, to hair, while many others like me, nothing brilliant but hard-working and consistent, even stubborn, aware of the luck of having a opportunity like that, and then the vague, mostly spoiled children, who often face the dismal academic performance on home soil, they had finally sent across the pond to return with a master's degree, a course a rare college or professional experience uncertain and almost inexplicable, whatever they were to have value in English territory by sheer ignorance.

"global Fools" Mara, my first roommate, described them as well. And then predicted success "And these, in addition to not knowing anything, they want to go up and appear, you'll see how well placed to return, but do not know or a joint, you'll see, Laura, positions that are ... Some people in Spain think they only say four words in English and being out and vouchers. There are many foolish and many classes everywhere, and fools will devastate global in reach ... "

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" Vale, John vente to the apartment, but you can not find out my family, please would take an upset of death ... If you get to know my grandmother ... "

was very quick especially between the lightning flash of infatuation, the sun and fog surrounds you, and my girl lonely orphan, who was very wide, vast. Mara is going well and I could not with all the rent on my own. Wine rolled around. remember that the illusion of moving and the first days of coexistence, finally feeling of wearing a full adult life, the protection which caused me to have a man next to me in my home, my bed, my body in protecting me.

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(If you want the full version of "darling" is in pdf Trabalibros , here )

Sunday, March 27, 2011

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"darling" (3. Shopping)

Soon after graduating I was sent to the United States. "You have to remove the hair from the meadow" Uncle sentenced Joaquin this girl has to leave Spain, see the world and work. " My father left his family, as varied, to intervene in our education, he at margin since the death of mother, beaten and no appetite your way. I lived in New York for three years, a discovery and a passion since then. I left the little world in which so many environments in our country, provincial or not, ended up becoming. Mine was no exception.

"I'm still paying the loan for the university ..." Americans put their children to work early. It is a way of educating other than English, do not care who you are child or money with your parents. All my fellow Americans the bank made a living in one way or another since he was sixteen. Finished high school, sometimes earlier, they had a job on weekends, summers. Without exception, all had helped to pay for university. Also lived from the age of majority on its own. But that did not stop there whims and fancy, they were so different. We released

80 and I had been educated in containing spending and in the possession, something due more to the context of Spain, even sober, which means your family, all we spent less. I came to the United States and was struck: the average American closet was an overwhelming, full of clothes, three times more than mine. I did not know you could have so much or that cupiese. Were they, my colleagues, not their parents, those who were granted a thousand and one vagaries general atmosphere encouraged by the consumer without stopping, unprecedented then for a English-born 60. There was always something to buy somewhere, the shopping leisure part of a lifetime. Everything was great as well: to overflowing plates of food that he had not ended, two-liter Cokes were taken one after another as if it were water. And all too much, because in general it was cheaper or more earned in Europe at that time, five lipsticks instead of two, gadgets for every task in the kitchen, bathroom, garage, junk everywhere , often to overflowing shelves and drawers, sometimes whole houses a permanent disorder saturation.

"My name is Juan Rodríguez Alcázar, work on the fourth floor, we have seen, right?" A working party was presented. I shy, was observed as usual a step back, by far. Of course I had already posted, it always laughing and surrounded by people. I do not know yet is what I found. I was never pretty and there was just a good girl of the many English families with potential began to send to America, usually quiet and, of course, no one special in that city with girls and women around the interesting and different world, much to like, attractive. ------------------------


Excerpt from "darling" Full story in pdf Trabalibros .

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is defined as a persistent, abnormal, and unwarranted fear of mirrors.
eisoptrofobia Also known as, is a special kind of fear in which people are afraid to look at the mirrors. Afraid to make eye contact in the large mirrors, especially the whole body or more mirrors. People who suffer from catoptrofobia avoid passing in front of mirrors . They also avoid look at themselves in mirrors. Is still investigating whether the fear is the mirror itself or the image of the phobic person to reflect on them.
Symptoms can be between a mild rejection of the mirrors to have panic attacks. The catoptrofobia is characterized by its people suffer from shortness of breath or heavy sweating, anxiety, etc. Stay away from the mirrors is something they can not avoid, so it is important for the person to consider possible treatment options available to cure this phobia.
Patients may fear mirrors for a variety of reasons, usually involving some old emotional trauma to the mirrors, but also by superstition: the fear of being viewed through the mirrors, or mirrors that are a door to the supernatural or a window to another world. These fears are common. Also, some phobic fear of mirrors due to their low self-esteem Avoiding the look and judge themselves can be built gradually as an aversion to mirrors, even after it has overcome low self-esteem.

Lately I feel like, with the autestima on the floor ... with something inside devouring, consuming, stirring the depths ... as the feeling that everything goes wrong, that I have wanted to throw me to mourn, to break me to pieces and fear to feel small and vulnerable. Disguised with a shell
Smile drunk bitter as gall my silence with absurd conversations, any fight, any song ... anything that prevents me to stay silent and think ... think that things are more twisted and that following this road that leads nowhere, smiling and without question, the problems they are going to explode in the face.
false and I feel uncomfortable to be holding all those want to scream and to send the world to take the ass.
I do not know ... for now Notengo want or feel, or see me tiny. I want to be strong because I want change, and if for that I have to swallow everything I feel (how bad it is) so be it.
But do not want to sound melodramatic, I guess this is a phase or something ... and although things are not as optimistic and I feel like wanting to eat the world.
Perhaps you will wonder what has been paando for my life lately.
To recap a bit ... night before going to Italy, I called em Diego and confessed that he had cheated on me with his ex, obviously I left ... and well, it hurt, especially its so disgusting and cowardly behavior, but the truth is I did not shed a tear.
I liked, I had love, but not in love with him and if things went well, as it is:)


Regarding the guys, this Friday was the feast of spring and drank ... perhaps more than usual, perhaps because he had without eating more than three days, the case esque em drunk ... to the point of not remembering and a supposed friend (I say alleged because a friend would not do that) I kissed her, or tried to kiss me or do not know what happened ... the fact is that the next day and began to ask me to explain that his ego was badly damaged because only he had followed the kiss because he did not know up sober and told him that he did not want anything with him.
The truth is that I screwed up a lot and more coming from a friend ... em seems incredible that a person can be so cheeky as to expect that a girl who rejected you is drunk a thousand times to take advantage What makes you think that drunk I want more than you? DAS ASCO! and over after you go around the victim, saying that if your ego is damaged, if your atoestima is low Really? At the risk of appearing as egocentric as you are, what matters here is not your ego, what matters here is that not only have you busy with me being drunk, but you have a little embarrassed to go from victim and tell everyone I'm making crazy when I say that I do not remember things. Das
sorrow, disgust and shame.
is a bitch to have gaps where baby-> Note to self: stop drinking. Moreover
... examinations, tests and more tests. My relationship with my
catastrophic family the most ... We just talked and such.
Well ... This week I begin a strict fast as possible, because I have all week that if three days without eating, if I feel that if as fainting and vomiting after: s a mess we go ... so oy start fasting tomorrow (today my parents forced me to eat so I have to vomit)
Ains ... otherwise I do well with ana:) but lately I've noticed that I do not get tight clothing or short sleeves or necklines ... I do not like showing my body and I always covered up the neck ... I do not know ...
I feel like I have until tomorrow to start unanueva stage of my life:) Wish me luck
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Saturday, March 26, 2011

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"darling" (2. The grandmother Martha and the children of cachicanes)


(...) was the worst thing that could be the end of the 60 in my family, a spoiled child. He had at school, not many. Girls who wanted to be the center of attention, his parents used to give in to their whims and who were in check. Rode the San Quentin if not getting what they wanted. No one could with them, it was a corny, a prim and all that frightened me to be. The whim and desire have been a constant form of weakness unbearable for me, anything to be ashamed and hide it inside if you have. girls were also bad, but had his grace as scurrilous and outspoken as they were, those who smoked more sneaking into the yard and let loose once in a while a taco with some precision and worldly style. It was not well be so, but were, without comparison, much better than pampered.

"I consent too" once heard my grandmother told my father. "It is normal in your situation, and I understand, but do not do any favors. Children need to know say no. You have to endure the storm of your daughters come to think or even say to your face, not because they want to deny something. Until then, until you put up with this accusation or hate small not know what it means to be a father . "

There she was, her mother, to educate, orphan girls, but not so spoiled, God wanted. Being bad was attractive, but, above all, I wanted to be like the children of cachicanes , guardians of the estate, in air by giving them really suit, barefoot, with no apparent schedule or obligations. "Why I can not I be like them?" "Because they do not have what you have" was the invariable answer.

these children grew up envying free and worshiping my grandmother at the same time, also fearing his blue eyes that pierced and accurate.

"Your grandmother is a lady," said Mary with devotion . So I came to believe until I was older than the women actually drank sherry in the afternoon, using a cane and were able to notice what was going on inside people and what could be expected from each . My grandmother had a foresight verging on miracles. Also my father's widow at a young age, thereby coming to know others do not really know what it was, whether a natural or experience of having to take out one business, farm and family. Dealing from a young age with so much without the support of a man, and in a world hostile to a woman as it was the Spain of the 40 and 50, we did develop something that perhaps it was born: the ability to know quickly what important and the strength to follow that intuition without the desire or hope clouded his knowledge about something or someone, always face the reality and with their name on it. (...)



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(Excerpt from story "darling" is full Trabalibros )

Friday, March 25, 2011

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"darling" ( 1. The porridge)

"Caprichos no."

Grandma Marta head of the table, Dad missing middle header and the other four of us, girls, sideways.

"If you eat it now, you'll have for dinner. And if you keep going, come back to eat in the kitchen ... "

was a warning rather than me repeating my father's mother to make me react. I had just his tenth birthday, the age at which allowed us to share breakfast, lunch and dinner with adults at the dining room, an important and desired. I ate fatal, not only recently, is that I did not like, a martyrdom was fed anything, except the sweet, all admitted with enthusiasm and without resistance. Back to the kitchen meant an utter humiliation and I wanted to be in that room of dark furniture and big, ugly, with adults once already. Was bad enough being the last monkey in the house, the little girl.

quickly took the final tablespoon of missing me that soup, one of the dishes that were costing me more with their swimming spinach, boiled egg and disgusting waste, carrots and cod, all suck. Was Fridays of Lent. Mary from one corner of the room gave me the courage to look. Tana, lying beside the fireplace, watching me also forbidden to approach the table as long distance dogs.

"You do not want to be a spoiled girl right?" counterclaim was final and my grandmother usual, this time I mourn about to shame. The others waited patiently for me was over. The dessert, donuts to compensate for the rigors of single dish, in the cupboard, cover the dish with a glass top, I could not see .

"I do not want to be a spoiled child, of course I do not want!" I said angrily, almost shouting. Tears of anger fell me as I removed the empty soup bowl. Could be a girl without hunger and mother, but certainly did not want to be spoiled in any way. It was a hurtful insult that made me whimper of rage just because someone suggested, much more my grandmother and there, in the middle of the room, all present and quiet as dead. Tana just react to my anger seemed to start up and groaning like me, in solidarity with my feelings. (....)



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( This is the beginning of the story "darling." those of you read the whole thing you can do in
Trabalibros here )

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

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A i miei amici of Feudo

whereas storia, il popolo, e la nostra osservAzione delle Cure, this non che il pensiamo if l'importanza accord with, l'impression sociale, che il quartiere Piazza delle Cure, has answered storico fiorentino nel. Ci

ricordiamo i Gestió, the disappointed degli Adulti, the mancanza di cordialità of older people, on the face and the innocence of children. What will change this neighborhood? However, in the morning, the smell of fresh fish continues to enchant our nostrils, watching the young among them trying to find the boy or the girl for possible adventures, and the children continue to run in front of their parents.

This is the paradox between nostalgia and hope for a better future. But what will we do, the researchers of the European Institute, for these people, more than to go in the neighborhood to ask questions and make a sign of Cosmopolitan ... Virtually nothing. This possibility runs off of our hands ...

For the moment, we must tell our friends and even if it is possible for society in general, our experience, our contact with people. What we did during this presentation. But there is, perhaps, do the most dangerous part of our activities, to express, through writing, our opinion of value, our demand.

1. The mayor of Florence: enforce public policies needed to ensure that the historic district of Cure returns to its natural condition: the beauty and grandeur.

2. People in the neighborhood in general: the hope is the last thing you forget. This is also the inspiration, I mean, is the engine for fun make social change that you need. There is talk of revolution but of a better life. Sociability in an atmosphere of cordiality and beauty is happiness when Fundamentale pearl dellanostra finite existence.

3. Sellers market to kind of care we know and we never doubted that you are the vital organ of the neighborhood. But this does not mean that you are the commanders of the square. All organs in existing form an essential part of an entity. But you must never forget that sietesolo bodies as a part of this entity. Complemantare, yes, but not exclusive. For this reason, consider the other components of the district. The only way to live CON-VIVERE è.


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The fateful Rush Manor in shared ellipsis



Feudo was known in his time as the most intelligent, confident and beautiful of men, at least it reminds Euphorion of Chalcis in a story called Mopsopia. The conviction was worth it, was that he provided for himself as a parent, safety intimidating and seemed to hypnotize everyone, because men could not replicate and obey him questions. From a very young
caught the attention of those around him by the sharpness of their thinking and their way with words as well the subtle irony with which splashed their evening together with the aristocratic young citizens of Athens, who were asked about popular opinion, though he offered no teaching. He did not consider himself wise, until one of his best friends, Semónides of Amorgos, asked the oracle at Delphi if anyone was wiser than Feudo, and the Pythia answered that there was no Greek wiser than he, but that it would be what would end its existence.
Since then, not drinking the words of warning that his investigation began to feud. Asking and talking to those people who considered wise, he realized that he really thought they knew more than they really knew. Philosophers, poets and artists, all believed to have a great knowledge, but Feudo was aware of the ignorance around him, this discovery led him to try to make people think as the ambition and make them see that they had real knowledge about things . The power of his oratory and ability to speak publicly were strong to get the attention of people. But one day, his ambition and excessive self-confidence, their lack of faith in the absolute, that their intentions were made against the natural order that had established the gods, so it is believed, was banished from the surface and forced to suffer in the underworld.
The circumstances under which Manor was born and lived until his death in Exile gloomy labyrinthine tunnels, located under the sacred island of Delos in the Aegean Sea located and known as the most cruel of places where they could be sent to those who had been accused of a felony against the same species, is unknown to this day. Legendary legends relate that to be the son of greed and deception could not run into another destination. Homer
Greek poet and bard, responsible for the punishment of this character, Nemesis, who was also known for Ramnusia, or Goddess distributive justice, particularly punishing excess, mediated between happiness and misery of mortals. Is said to address the unacceptable and intolerable actions Feudo had against the men, taking advantage of their naivete, and pretending to make it all on its own, claiming lands that belonged to her essential nature of the universality of men, as own, and taking a nefarious advantage of the innocent trust of their original pairs, provoked the wrath of the Goddess, who by that deception to mankind blasted against him without contemplation. This being the worst crimes that a mortal could make, I would have condemned to suffer looking for a loophole in those gloomy corridors end, accusing him of high treason against their own kind. Their actions are also causing an unavoidable lack of ingratitude and contempt for the very gods of all who had provided land for the whole community of men who lived there. So that God vindicates the actions of man, decided the fate of Feudo, condemning their fate to wander wandering ostracism to death in the labyrinth fusco end. Greek poet Hesiod
another, attributed the change Feudo confinement in the dark and mythical labyrinth to the Furies, female personifications of vengeance, which constantly pursued the perpetrators of certain crimes to penarlos. Also known as the Eumenides, these goddesses were prior to the Olympic gods, therefore not subjected to the authority of Zeus. Dwelt in Erebus (or Tartarus according to tradition), the underworld, of which only returned to earth to punish the criminals alive, tortured endlessly the eternally damned. Were responsible for punishing the crimes during the lifetime of their authors, and not later. It represents these horrid avenging deities, such as female geniuses with coiled snakes in their heads by the hair, carrying whips and torches, and with blood instead of tears welling in her eyes. They had great bat or bird wings, or body of a dog. Who tormented evildoers, tirelessly pursuing the earth to drive them crazy. In a broader sense, the Furies represent the rightness of things within the established order, protective of the cosmos against chaos. And being award acts on the land contrary to pre-established by the gods to men, we condemn the condition of preserving hope in the inevitable inability to find a way out.
also some people think that it was divine justice which was commissioned to Feudo, but it was his ambition without limit could find places that take them as their own so exploit to their advantage what led him to this point of no return.
The truth is that being either the cause for which this deadly finish in the dark lonely his last days, in any manner whatsoever, and divine, human and, fate found him locked in the confinement itself, surrounded by only a false hope without hope of redemption.



I



Feudo pace or walking in a dark corridor, could see only a few feet away from him. Humidity, cold, lonely feeling dominant, with the desperate uncertainty of his departure, escorted its route. But this is not lost in his wandering way to walk, still, something must have a potential output sentenced illuminated his mind, but this illusion unlikely alone to allow time to time in his nomadic journey.
not all is lost as long pondered, his gait was accompanied by hundreds of life-giving thoughts needed to keep up and running, faced with the inevitable distress that caused the horrible environment.

"Necessity is the leading man to find hope, with faith, with the will to go beyond the consciousness and its possibilities, is the same thing that I encounter, which left no I stop in life, to intimidate me over this evil that touches me, I have revitalized-

thought excited to get out of there, not concerned with who would thus not care, just trying to escape the nasty place where was. The time it was within the labyrinthine tunnels had not produced in the minds of Feudo mostly negative, otherwise this would not stop dreaming of an escape, hope remained intact even though he was already quite disheveled, was the body of a man died of grief in which she traveled without stopping the pass, the time had done its on him. The time when this was in the area, looking and boasting their beauty and intelligence, had ended forever his earthly life was just a confused old memories. But it grieved to think about it, doubting that ended his memory, even himself, confused, remembering that if it had really happened or whether it was just a dream, or if that dream was something that had lived indeed, his past was neglected for him to pursue his ineffective pursuit of redemption. Preferred to abstain from all evocations abstraction, because it made more comfort noted with dismay the disastrous fate.
's impossible to walk in that cave seemed endless, and it was not puor his opinion, but for its accuracy. But there was no stopping the march, at some point something will be presented rethought, an escape necessarily be displayed.

-I must be careful not to lose, follow what may, all things have been thought of as impossible, my freedom would not be an exception. It is for me that I am here, in this monstrosity, I am aware of it, my case has brought me to the dark and feed her escape, for there is nothing in this world more cruel than the truth imposed by those who believe they can handle We are only an appearance that is changed each time. If I have been punished with this disaster will not last forever, that the gods live in us and in us, but remember place only at the time of punishment, and leave us alone at the time of the action causing the ills, but who is not my god if you understand me in my singular existential stage

The uncertainty of this should not cancel was aware of it, although the conditions imposed as hopeless, even fatal, in the light of understanding. Something had to the front, was already a reason for no reason, and without thinking, and not care, being just pure impulse and intrinsic way your manager.
There is always a potential loophole is that which entices us to expect a prosperous tomorrow, live today projected forward beyond the probable, so we stayed this apostate.

"All is lost on me, if I lose even the hope of what may, I am who I am and what I am for what I do for me in my circumstance, if not save it, I will save me nothing else is likewise true that everything external to man is his misfortune, whatever it is, to live that is only projected circumstantial that I am alone now in this fatality accident, and insurance would claim to leave me die, but no! Follow that my cause is the super of all, what has carried me this far, can not be more than myself, so I just like finding a solution depends -.


II



Damn moments are manifested in the person of Feudo at this point. The illusion of finding the illusions and desires imaginable, the contradiction in the possible and impossible, to find the desired utopia, this being just one out of the darkness dotted with death that was lost.
Even without knowing that it would bring the encounter with another reality, that it seduced and more prosperous, because although we do not find a precise certainty, only an illusion can be the cause of a continuous movement.
The road stretched indefinitely and thoughts were all that was accompanied by his loneliness, and it was just the morning and the hope of unearthing the exile where he spent his days since time immemorial, at least for him, because in total darkness is hard to recognize the passing of the days, weeks or years, only the body tells the time accurately.

"Fate is cruel, introduces us to an end, with no ideas and no verifiable reasons. The predictable world leaves us in a moment, and walk alone, everything becomes unmanageable and unpredictable, my misfortune is not only my surroundings, but be here without finding a reason to justify it. But I intend? Is it that I find an answer as to why in my acting is another, I'm a wreck of humanity that wanders with nothing more than their memories and hope, and that would not break, the destination can never be so cruel as to get away from me, I'm just over everything and everyone-

Feudo dreamed find that little glow that shows signs of a possible later, light at the end of the tunnel seduced this as it does an oasis in the desert traveler, suspiciously like something dreamed it possible, but also suspecting his fate conclusive, fought hard in their privacy against it because the last thing to lose is hope to find what you seek. The thought he would carry out a solution, a change in paradigm, and it was wrong, that's how great it can fit into his dismay, tocárselas optimism that mortal power underground labyrinth.

"The morning is starting today, I am my project, my exile is thriving here, the world turns calling me to do while on the stage where I am, being the post or duty, will resolve inevitable in my perception, so I stick to it, by necessity, because there is no other reality to live that they can feel my senses deceptive, perverse and inaccurate unique insight that guides me and seeks me pilaster. Nihil est in intellectu quin prius fuerit in sensu "Cursed

only passage. Cruel, fictive, real, without excuses or options and is showing progress of Feudo. Everything has that sounded in his head, just debating this because, as the shortage justifies us wandering and unhappy existence many times. Feudo walked alone where there was no light, where everything is presented as dark, just a light illuminates the fateful misfortune.
Each step was an explosion inside it, hope, grief, emotional extremes were intertwined in his walk, the world she perceived was her only refuge, and was the penalty he must pay for their cruel acts.
There is no worse punishment for the man than futile and hopeless labor, Sisyphus in his evil is presented as a fellow at times, but at least this is occupied outdoors knew that he had no hope of shedding his destiny, his work was repetitive and it would be to infinity, he was aware of it, and it is that draws strength to find meaning in their existence, in contrast to the condemnation Feudo would have been more egregious, as in the dark I thought I could run into a small light to indicate the end of their nightmare, their struggle was not only with his departure, but also with his thoughts, murderous and the same time encouraging a Tearing combination, and overwhelming for any man. Believing that this could change your life went on, but their fate had been cast, and could never get out of there until his death. That was the price he had his freedom.
His will together take him out of fear, suspicion that the still condemn him to nothing, I held firm, because this was the most dangerous place in which he could arrive. In truth, where nothing is no difference where there is no difference in diversity of skills, and perhaps where there is nothing not even there any skills. Nor a disability. Therefore, where nothing exists and where there is nothing there no place.

"If I stop in contemplation warn without the complexity of my situation, and being so I can only meet death, this may be still alive when his black figure me take, then perish feeling my last beat, listening to nothing but the echo of myself. Just me, without giving any efforts to make an escape from this torment

That stimulated her to go, but the torch was consumed and had no more to replace it, the grief was unique in its existence at the time that was perceived running out of light.

"Yesterday we may find ourselves falling into a paradise without our will in an unhappy reality, only palpable who plays him, everyone is a cosmos, I am this day, time spent alone is a glow in my memory, nostalgia, entelechy. Desire for power is not, which again was not there, which no longer I'm sure if it's good or bad, but living in the reminiscences is more delicate to exist by the time to come, that's my goal to overcome.

But this does not vanish, in contrast, their passage into resonant, full of expectation, of self-confidence, that nothing is lost without the curtain falls. And would not he who does it fall, does not dissipate, losing the life he chose to lose their character because he was aware that it is only depended on him, and that the outside if he was foreign and unruly.
continued his walk steadily, trying to control their emotions and keep calm, it was good for him to surrender without more vehemently to such extremes, as this will weaken leaving him for hours at times overwhelmed.
But at some point must have realized the impossibility of redemption, maybe it was their hands that made you feel the time, his youth was gone completely, the furrows of her delicate skin was wrinkled and an accurate sample of the elderly in which had become and this was a shock I did that more than lighten the lightness of being, to hurry. His excitement against him this revelation had the opposite effect in action that its momentum has increased, their hope was stronger now. When she thought it would find a way out, was this the beginning of the end feud.



III

Our

convicted in his desire to continue strong, one day he stumbled in the darkness, the light could be provided was not sufficient to achieve a safe view, he could feel his skin was torn, was able to judge as his blood flowed fast, warm and wonderful, he could feel it running down his leg, while a foreboding image that has been submitted.
His cry of pain was an echo in the full vacuum was alone, knew that there was nothing there he was safe because it is such loneliness when you feel, and you do not check it. Kneeling pain and fear, thought that there was nothing else to do, perhaps it was time to resign, hoping their last flicker without objection, the fight had been Asaz had lost count of the days, years, time she had been there without stopping a moment, just when his body would not let him go by fatigue rested.
then fell into a despair that gave more to do, no options surrendered to death hoping to see his face before succumbing. His breathing was roaring in the barren, the cave was prosperous for it.
There was bathed in blood, lying on his fate. When suddenly he could see anything, his departure left him in front of that desired light full of hope, of possibilities. Light that would show the escape into another reality. He broke his pledge all frayed, tie it tightly to his leg injury, enduring pain with a grunt and medium bleeding continued walking towards the light, hoping to meet that morning that unexpectedly presented itself today, now. Overflowing with emotion that caused spasms throughout his body, he believed in his joy he had done the impossible, the weak flame of his torch is extinguished at the time, no matter the courage to one side, we no longer need to think, was near departure, could warn her, but I hope not entirely nebulous vision sought old eyes.
was approaching, more and could see more clearly, was not an illusion was true, was in front of him, and ever closer, the little light at the end was increasing its size, half walking had become career the pain was gone, the release is impossible to efficiently and stood before him.
cruel fate had mutated judged, the glory was on their side now, and do not want to lose, no matter what you have to do to get there, I knew I had to do, and would, I was convinced, and we know that more than expect that perfection must be convinced of it for their production.
But at a time given all that ecstasy was stopped in indecision, soaks Feudo perhaps leaving again in that fatal absolute solitude, she sensed now shared. I hear a rapid pace, rapid breathing, and instantly compelling silence. The light was no longer a way out, and today was no tomorrow, the tunnel was not finished in time eternal in a reality that soon he could see before him a man who lit with his torch, placed head and his body as does a mirror at times, the closeness to the hope of freedom disappeared, only confirming their perpetual misery.

"It was another me but in him, stunned, walked the same tunnel, that I had taken as his own, could not judge their appearance, their eyes sparkled delusional. Perhaps carrying the same hopes and dreams I've had this time. All becomes one in the same conditions.

deal did not take time, it was unlike other well, face it, looking so identical, and is exhibited in silence, no message, the image was all a desolate like to face him in the same conditions and in the same place come from even seeking the other end to an opposite, he was also looking for another departure. There were two wandering in the same place. Ellipsis shared.



IV


That's all I can say about the detention of feud, the story of this character has a lot of legend, some say that this underground confinement served as a warning for a time, men abstained from the deceptions to other men, that the world continued to tour with the safeguards of the gods for a long time.
Until the end of this imbalance caused the total, the scheme and greed came to life in the hands of people, agreed to by a self-proclaimed liberal ideological abstraction despicable and a dubious rule of law, destroying natural heritage in substance. From there, the world was never the same again.
With all the Gods are dead as Today, there is no punishment for those who betrayed their own kind, except for those who still do, the world has become the struggle of man against man, and the former Manor legend is just that, a legend.



Nullibi ergo erit worlds. Erit omne in nihilo

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Put In Panty Girdle And Tights

Spring, not only in the English Court Intrigue and literature

splendid day on Saturday and Sunday. The horse chestnut trees and acacias (false, I think, really are the mimosas that have already broken) to bloom in Madrid.

I wrote last week Jesus Dorda, who lives in the mountains, telling it through the medieval bridge between Colmenar and Cerceda swallows flying aircraft and 12 March. I hope Irene

tell me when the Swifts came to Madrid capital, they make the weather even intermittently.

From Seville told me that smelled like orange blossoms. Retablo said on the field of Jaen and smelled different warbler that was busy and happy.

Today, March 21, is a day of poetry, in addition to officially enters the spring. If there is time a visit to the Botanical or Romantic Museum would be nice. But I can not new roles and tasks I will prey. Before

favored fall. In Madrid we have little spring, there are changes too strong, a cold that put us into May and then, suddenly, the heat.

I now realize that a fine spring day, just one is enough.

Sore On Ankle That Won't Heal




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VS-Qb47x5U

Routine in the veins Sometimes my

What beggars

thoughts crust


They bow to the ground and receive caresses
who do not want to serve



I have the power to mourn

In the heart

From the people who do not know who does not risk not wins and loses no

That only the cowards who persecute clockwise



Sometimes I open the door and see people go Only

slams

As I watch and read on the lips

That fear of rejection remains

I am a slave and kills me

Whose Time has no love in the arms

I am slave I kill time

Whose love has no arms ... Someone



worth

With a whisper across my ears

And I no longer feel hurt

time I sold the paper boxes

They later

Maybe I removed the cold

As I look



My soul always asks to be

night as slave

While someone is standing

Healing alcohol yagas



to see sunrise And see if you get a better day



Sometimes I open the door and see people go

Solo slams
While
I see and read on the lips

That fear of rejection remains

I am a slave and I kill time

Whose love has no arms

I am a slave and I kill time
Whose
has not love in the arms ... Reset





Singing Voice
Jure

not
Screaming


Nothing is equal That before


nothing will!

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Today I woke up off, listless and with that cold feeling more psychological than physical. Upon arrival
turned on the heater, but it was too late, loneliness had crept between the hinges of the time and climbing up the memories and dreams faded, perched on this poor heart ... that many hits and has lost its consistency, which is no longer a simple machine damaged or shattered ... and is dust that neither can nor wants to feel.
is sometimes difficult to overcome the blows without shedding a single tear, other Sometimes the beat is so obvious or because you have taken him away many times, that your eyes seem to become crystals.
But that does not hurt, it just means that we are growing ... we face things differently and that the desires and dreams for a week jumped out the window, hitting the pavement, exploding in a mass of blood and guts and despair.



I'm not saying that things will change, because it is obvious ... I will just say they are already changing, making it time consuming ... almost without realizing it.


I returned from Italy almost rolling ... I had problems with my Italian family because they said they did not eat anything ... etoy now disgustingly obese ...
not want to eat more in my life! things will change much over here ...
in fact already changed ... Diego and I have done, but today I have no desire to talk about it ...

Sorry I took so is posting, I did not have internet in Italy. The return of the disorders
anorexic, you may never ever leave ... What is clear is that they will stay forever.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Eléctric Box Level 19







I return to the home and read. Soria plays, but "The San Saturio santero" Gaya Nuño is discontinued as I say Lé booksellers. Gonzalo reminds me that I left half of the Estate of the Pardo Bouzas Bazán, is intrigued. What will happen to her, so impressive, this woman of genius and character on horseback through mountains and villages? Will be on Thursday, I forgot that book of short stories, this might not suit.

The plot, what important. Well advised me José Julio Pearl , essential to keep the reader interested in history, wanting more, read the next page and another and another and another. What happens now?, What will happen? Unable to stop reading and give 2 in the morning. Of course sometimes, well we saw in the gathering mercurials a month ago Azorín, some authors are descriptive like.

I take O'Henry, also recommended by Jose Julio in his day, the story Gift of the Magi. They feel nice, but Gonzalo tells me she knew what would happen from the first pages. To me the case with the television series and many movies, I know which way to go and that makes me less interested or anything. Angelina

account on Machado and his stay in Soria. Today they have lost 10 people, it seems that this is interesting reading related. Angelina Lee and another lady, I think it is called Julia. It is of Soria and distant relative of Eleanor. We talked.

read "The Chucha" one of the tales of intrigue, and they have been edited-de Emilia Pardo Bazán, love between a prisoner and who cared so invisible, another inmate's prison next door, final impressive. Also some of my beloved Stevenson, fables and thoughts, original playboy, happy even in the shadows.

I put between the readings Zink, French medievalist and stories of Juggler of Our Lady, the book's title and the Miserere tui. I think they liked.

Toledo played next Thursday, will bring something of Maranhao, a legend of Becquer, look for more at home. And "Diary of Adam and Eve by Twain, it was provided and did not remember, but I've recovered.

I am thinking about writing intrigue. How to achieve it, how to maintain and to dose? What to teach and when, what and how far they hide? The iceberg of Pearl speaking to me, the writer knows but does not show everything he knows. Writing is not only discover, describe and tell, but hide, watch, hint. Blessed ellipsis and silence, the door ajar, the curtains cast. As this pause in a good blues, a joy . Chill out forever, unload and be silent for a while. I think there is a parallel in music, one thing is the descriptive and other tiresome repetitions no longer contribute anything. Much of the Current music so, two by two, you already know what to tell and sing. Some

intrigue is necessary. Makes everything more interesting not knowing what will happen, want to see what's on the next page.

PS: I took the Peterson bird guide. Saw bee-eaters which Muñoz Rojas wrote in "country things." We believe that there is a woodpecker in the garden of Ecoplan breaking out. Let's try to see it, is not so easy. Some birds can not be seen as well ... It is part of its charm.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Horse Bald Patches Stomach Images

never go hungry. Perra Vida XIV (The Quiet Man or hand in hand)







I know it's the words of Scarlett O'Hara because I've seen "Gone With the Wind", but my favorite movie is "Up" with those who speak for dog collars, or, for that "Best in Show" or "The Truth About Cats and Dogs." Well, I roll it up, to the point.

ago more than 6 months since I wrote on the blog, not let me get close. Not eat or stop eating, so I know for a while. How to tie sausage dogs, I'd like to me that was the case. I was actually going hungry as the dog of a school teacher from before, I had a diet, she also skinnier by grief, work and concerns of papers and money. Until he arrived, the quiet man, what a great break.

has been very lucky my love, is not easy. His record was painful in general, not for nothing, is nice but clumsy sentimentally speaking, which put the poor eye was stamped, but quickly left, and head has not become entangled with the person that is not appropriate. So you just thinking about divine action January 1 this year and the mother, so that in heaven every mother is doubly mother can understand what happened and that benefits both me and was initiated through new technologies and Edarling, a fantastic system. Never go hungry! I swear as Scarlet. The Quiet Man working on dog food. Do not say Vdes. ha ha we won the lottery to both, come on.

He wanted to conquer from the outset: I brought cookies, then bones, while very cunning was approaching. A This is called to worship the saint through the base. What would a blind man, but not my love, as it is also short-sighted from far and near, did not hear.

that if a film, if two, if four, that if I help to look for apartments, I am available to you all on Saturday, if steak at El Escorial or theater, Mass in his neighborhood, and I behind in the car, which was my natural habitat in the human courtship ritual, hoping to leave the cinema, restaurant or in the parish of St. George or San Fernando. I look funny bone, but waiting. Santa Olimpia de Chamartin call me when I beatified, I promise to grant favors more.

short, it is gerund: is she happy with the quiet man and I too, although slightly jealous, why deny. Many years and I will not show signs of changes, leader of the pack my mistress Tení to little or nothing, but now gets it. There is excess demand (the woman and the goat, long rope), but I have more at bay. Well, nobody's perfect said in "Some Like It Hot." I guess she knows but is in the clouds. While the name put me love this blog, Master of clouds. Now he knows better than he speaks. Over there you walk to the quiet man, hand in hand. Loving him is easy.




PS: March 17, the day of St. Patrick, patron saint of Ireland. Beara In the heart always.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

In Between Thumb And Pointer Finger Hurts

The end of the world (all makes, types of before) ("If no God, everything is fine. If there is no God, everything is wrong")

I talk to my brother J. and have the same feeling of watching the images of Japan, the earth swallowing water tongue, people, houses. Between the end of the world and the Bible, the shares or boundless dimensions, Armageddon, the disaster.

I Clarín tales and I look for new textbooks for the next few weeks in a row where residents are and what they might be interested. Maybe it's something we need humor, Jardiel Poncela, Hue, Mihura, there is a selection in the library of the residence that we could use. From my father took out a second edition of the complete works of Machado brothers in red leather bound, Bible paper pages, copy 1258 of 3000, 1951. Angelina told me that for Soria, who is "subject" of reading next Thursday (we have set for 2 months), we read naturally to Antonio Machado. I put the books we read these weeks to go separately: Soria, Toledo, Alcarria, Galicia ... From Gerardo Machado Diego, The San Saturio santero "Gaya Nuño, Marañón, Cela, Cunqueiro ... you can enjoy both? Rereading you realize: it all comes back, or perhaps never left, I was.

I discussed yesterday with Angelina Gonzalo. That Spain might become poor and miserable. Maybe some types of before-the poet or the teacher who can not afford the loss-visit us again rejuvenated. You may never go away completely, a light veil of progress was not so, only money, nothing more than inflated euros, below the blue. Light weight, very little surface swimming. But it was superficial "We were not too many big things? On the one hand

Internet and google, ipad and mobile, the world at hand and, secondly, the poverty that is felt by little that is fixed, to repair. Eaters Madrid, Martinez Campos and others, packed, men dressed in a poor now teba embarrassing, are not immigrants and newcomers. The other day I was with some Ecuadorian Huelva who want to return to their homeland, all problems, how to make a living? Only worked in the strawberry, and with that background what will? Their children and unemployed young men and two generations of unemployment.

"It's the end of the world as we knew" me Gonzalo says. That little world of affluence, wealth, opulence in many cases, it crumbles at least in Spain. Nothing will ever be as before or will be many years. No work and background we have not yet touched, cowardly and inept corruption in government. Simple Hatred: barbarians, a barbarian, entering a Catholic chapel on campus.

Everything is already written, said and certainly accomplished. The story of Bugler "Changing Light", "If no God, everything is fine. If there is no God, everything is wrong, "repeated George Arial (" Clarin himself perhaps? I see the author in the character). I remember this morning friends Sunday. I will not lose hope. I can not lose. And much less being in contact with the young and old: I can not convey reluctance, boredom, darkness of soul.

Culture, faith and love. There are always miracles. It also said Antonio Machado. Reaches G. home.

Friday, March 11, 2011

How Many Watts Does A Geforce 250 Take

"'Adios , Cordera! " reading linked


Yesterday we started to read aloud at the residence of Aravaca Ecoplan. I speak in plural because I hope that readers be more soon. Gonzalo C., a friend of my parents, and his wife, Angelina, living there. When going to visit one day I thought it might be a good place to start thinking about what was coming. I did discuss this favor Martha, the leading afternoon activities, and she, along with the address, told me later. We will go every Thursday from 5 to 8, general reading and Breakfast, we'll see how it goes.

Gonzalo is one of the best educated people I know. Worked with my father many years, loved to tease, both unrepentant and interested readers across. Asturian is suggested that we started by Clarin. I searched the house and I found his stories. In principle, we will read short texts that can start and finish in the afternoon. So yesterday I went to my local library, which former employees have set Crucible, "I" is called. Always know what to advise, glad. I bought for 5.95 euros Tales Debolsillo Clarin (Editing José María Martínez Cachero, great introduction, by the way).

I have to admit I had not read " Adios, Cordera" and yesterday, after leaving the car that broke me in the middle of the Ciudad Universitaria (I left it lying there, could not be late), I could only give a quick look at the story in the taxi. Then actually I first read aloud in the residence. Wrong, I almost mourn with Lamb in the middle of reading, I was excited as he went. Saw the cow, Pinin, Rosa, to the train, telegraph pole with almost porcelain cups (gourds), to the whole picture painted by Clarín, how sad and at the same time, what bliss. Then at night I reread it at home, welcoming the maternal bosom of the cow, animal and man united then in the destination for the wealthy and demanding meat home. After reading

Gonzalo said it was the bucket and likely other words, how a house before Asturian welcomed the people and animals. It's nice to hear, you always know something you do not know. Read after the Pardo Bazán, a couple of stories, one sad and one happy ending in marriage ("The Tenth" I think it was called). We leave in half the Mayorazga Bouzas, you see horse, another writer Mrs. Emilia as the crown of a pine. They joined more people reading, a woman from Cuenca, another of Toledo and Jerez. We continue to Muñoz Rojas and "country things" (talking about the bee-eaters, I will bring a bird guide.) Then Victor de la Serna and his "New Spain trip, second part (the route that begins Quintanar Calatrava and Puerto Lápice). Finally, some of Eugenio D'Ors on March (is a philosophical tale that I bought his last fall). Vine

happy even though I do not know what happens to the car, I would come to grief a breakdown of the faces. Next week we read about Soria. Angelina is well there and then tells us about the province, the city and its history. She suggested I read a Becquer, I have to look in the library of my father. In any case

stayed with Marta, and this morning with Gonzalo, we'll do a reading program so that more "connected", not only as Antonio Rodríguez says on his blog and in your school ( proposing the text read, "breathing" to people, looking, etc ...) but also, that there following conversation, participation, words that the text promotes and combines, for that matter.

from all This will continue to report on this blog. By the way, would greatly appreciate suggestions for further reading, best short stories, tales, stories and poetry to read Ecoplan Aravaca. If I discovered "Adios, Cordera" at my age I'm sure I got another pleasant surprise. Life opens. Thanks, Ecoplan, and thanks to Antonio Rodriguez which I hope to continue learning about reading linked.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

I Love Money, Mediafire

crumbs, chicken and squid burned


I went to eat for two weeks at Miriam's house. I became friends with grapes appetizer, good day is long. The fact is that I decided to do them. Aurora My grandmother told me that when I was little in Almaden, where his father worked in the mines of mercury, the shepherds took with lizard, the protein had at hand. The sheep that could not killing well cared for as well.

As the garlic soup crumbs are picnic, when we were poor in Spain. Along with the porridge and other traditional recipes made with less and nothing fed generations of españolitos, badly eaten but strong and tough going out later, you need only to look at the photographs of our ancestors.

"Girl, get straight to the horse," cried my uncle Fernando us to give riding lessons, "it seems incredible that you may belong to the generation of Pelargonic and not crushed garbanzo and grew up us and we complained so much ... "So the 60 food of the poor, and that when eaten in Spain. The chicken, he remembered my mother, took on rare occasions, they were farmed. The poultry industry will be reviled but thanks to her eat. My Aunt Teresa, rest in peace, brought us a real chicken Wheel few years ago. We took it to the table and chicken, very unfortunate, it seemed he had done aerobics with Jane Fonda, we could not sink my fork nor hard as it was.

had breakfast with bacon crumbs, chorizo \u200b\u200band eggs on Saturday and Sunday. Perhaps this weekend if I do them on bread. Then talk about what's healthy Mediterranean diet, you jest. Healthy do not know, but rich and to appease the hunger that you feel at noon, a wonderful open to anyone.

Today is Ash Wednesday, fasting and abstinence. There are hungry because I've burned well when heated stuffed baby squid I did yesterday with great care. If you write, do not cook, if you talk on the phone, the same is (apologies, Maria José, for the reproach that I dropped the device). And do not learn, spend again and again until it burns the house. Luckily Olimpia barks when there is smoke, is a relatively inexpensive detector.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Women With Sore Throat And Skin Irritation

The Mujeri revisited with bewilderment (Postcards from Beijing, 1995)



should write about women, I know not whether alone or with the adjective "working." It is the day, is not it, but I'm certain laziness and embarrassment. In 95 I went to the Beijing conference of the idem (female, of course). I wrote my family a postal -3, these days I found a cleaner, showing part of my puzzlement that, since then, with me intermittently in this ... "Subject?

I doubt often a matter of principle or system, although I have some views and beliefs. It supports all, I think. I copy what I said 16 years ago. I'm afraid, as said yesterday July, that everything comes back, gives almost scary. Postal

number 1 (the photo is of a palace in Beijing in fog)
Dear all, especially Mom: I've
5 days in Beijing. This postcard is very "cute", but does not reflect the chaos of this city and it looks like: an endless expanse of avenues where most hideous skyscrapers coexist with buildings from the 50's the saddest thing. It is the city of bicycles and cars, traffic is incredible, "are almost all official taxis or cars ... but some companies crowded bus.
In short, little poetry and nothing to do with "The Last Emperor" in aesthetic plan. There seems to be much misery, but poverty and a permanent haze, humidity 80% and the occasional red (the color, that is) that stands out from the posters (I love the color red, bubblegum pink and blue pure). Postal

number 2 (picture of the palace with a picture of Mao in a big, night, lights)
As I said, there are signs in the Chinese translated remind us (in English) the eternal friendship between the people and we welcome (¡¡¡!!!) the 70,000 women who have come to the Fourth World Conference on Women convened under the theme "Development, Equality and Peace." All very nice, ea. The Chinese are very friendly and polite, but be understood in English is complicated. Yesterday (day 30), started the NGO Forum is located 50 km from Beijing. We, as an NGO observer, we hope the conference that begins next Monday. There mess, a huge mess of ideas and ideologies. One is reminded of the curse of Babel. On the one hand, feminists of all kinds, (continued on 3) Postal

number 3 and last of the series (photo ruins of Beijing, small sun, cloudy sky or contaminated, no one knows ...)
... ecologists, pacifists, pro-life, Christian "militants", neo-conservative, fundamentalist, lesbian and in the midst of all this, we, we do not know quite where to place ourselves. I think it's a good experience, but I doubt the media will convey courts will be discussed here. I also doubt that the discussions will focus on what's important. On the other hand I doubt about what is important. Anyway, I think that I doubt I do not know if this is the best mood to attend an international conference. Does it? I often think of you and especially mother and Louise. Aurora

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not only left the hotel. I spent 10 days studying the document of the conference-was very naive, I still am, "preparing papers, working as a black woman. Attended, among others, Teófila, Cristina Almeida and many other policies in time for Beijing and buy at the market as they could (the fans to purchase many women sister apparently). We all had a great time, had fun and returned to Spain charmed life. Spain chaired the EU at that time. I really love this political class: they are always smiling and laughing. Unlike some that returned frankly puzzled (was my first time at a UN conference, and last, I had enough).

16 years later I continue with that confusion, with many of the questions and some of the convictions that time. I still believe that economic development is the best friend of women if they arrive. Perhaps this is a simple, but I think it is thanks to medical services, food, clean water, education and employment, something that benefits everyone, including women who often suffer in a special way those shortcomings (poor women, poor double frequently). I guess you have to be sustainable, but of course development. I think well see there is more inequality between an Ethiopian woman and me between a English man and me. Guilds and the ghettos, are women or whatever they are, "partnerships" women only "REPAT me, I say how I feel.

Respecto al "resto" –igualdad de oportunidades en un mismo medio, maltrato, etc.- me llevaría tiempo escribir. Sobre algunos temas que creo importantes , me interesan o simplemente me divierten , ya lo he hecho aquí y no quiero repetirme en exceso.

Tengo la sensación sin embargo de que "la causa de las mujeres" –si puede llamarse así, sería de la dignidad humana que a todos compete- está siendo utilizada en Occidente, y en especial en nuestro país, a menudo como parapeto de la ineptitud personal que no conoce género ni fronteras. Es más así mujerío que feminismo, una cosa populachera, frívola, corny to death, without weight, cliche, a topic of political correctness that I personally produced between shame and anger, something like when Telecinco speaks of freedom of expression: throw me the neck. In face of such women and men of any cause lost prestige, power, ends up being like them frivolous, without merit.

"And if we are the best good and what" that brandishes the slogan, curiously, for they have not given a stick to water and have no political career to an armchair, leans on the smile of "companion" (from party or whatever) with the same guarantee and slogan, is trendy and it costs effort. Ultimately going to be true: all alike ... telos (and Lelas). To equal the stupidity and back, something so disgusting as to equality by Visa , women's liberation otherwise use lately, another penalty.

And yet ... today I celebrated the day for working women because, despite this, I know that in the case of women there are many achievements since efforts of very competent women and men, some unfortunate setbacks, and of course some outstanding progress. Although this, again, there remain differences of gender and global at the moment is better to be a woman in the West, or at least I prefer it. I know it is not fashionable say this, but what I saw and what I see. With doubts in the background always on some issues and some convictions in this regard.