Friday, January 21, 2011

Ski With A Broken Nose

news.


These days I have not had internet. _. in fact, just install it.
ironically has been easy and you will wonder why ironic? Because the contract the new Internet service my father rode a chicken to the shop because we had been told he entered the service of installation and the final was not ... total, it took 5 minutes to connect.
"People who complain about everything .-



spues
And this day I do not know ... summed up in the coming and going bulimic ... like everything lately ... Is New? My mother went on a diet, weighs 65 kilazos O_O is incredible, and it scares me to think I can weigh as much in the future: S
The other day a funny thing happened to me on Wednesday I think it was. I delayed the lunch as possible, to the point of falling asleep at six on the couch. Then my father came down and asked my mother if she had eaten and she said it>. Normal <

So I had to eat under the watchful eye of my father ... baked fish and potatoes cooked with an exorbitant number of oil ... It was disgusting, and then vomit but still ...
Today the day was not bad ... classes boring and uneventful as usual.
When I got home I went straight to my room and try to make time so that my parents had eaten before I came down, but my father was screaming like a madman so I had no choice but to drop to ...

eat fish again, but this time grilled with onions and green beans and ham.

I poured a small fish fillets and a handful of beans under the gaze of my father who kept telling me I could not skip meals.

was horrible ... I could not even do that Paripe drinking water because all the vessels were in the dishwasher and I can not throw because it is cleaner in my home and my friends will come early ... in any case have to do to return for

night ... Yesterday I went to buy makeup and hair products ... my mom says that I like a lot of hair in the iron, the truth is very different but still want cuidármelo and prevent it from falling much.

way home Petlo I met a friend of overweight has lost 21 kilos in 8 weeks.

Then we went to Mari chan that changed my skates bearings and

that tomorrow we will go all day to skate and pass and will try them ^ ^

The bad is going to be dodging that as food ... I will always have all my friends over, but truly a day out at lunchtime is worthy to take advantage! Now uiré afternoon coffee with Kant of Plataea, a talk about philosophy in the bohemian style that I can not lose jajaja





fun I hope: D
I do not know ... about my love life things are Rare ... Diego and I are doing great but lately I notice quite distant, it is burdened with the reviews of the faculty and others, which I understand ... I do not know ... I think my last relationship paranoid em again and now I do not know what to do ... fear overwhelm me and I'm afraid to lose ... for now I hope he's always the first step for anything and, frankly, I think it shows a lack of confidence in myself ...

world news
New ANA-MIA


's mother Isabelle Caro, the French model who died on November 17, 2010 and who became a worldwide symbol the fight against anorexia, committed suicide yesterday. Sources quoted by the Daily Mail half English attribute the death of Marie Caro guilt she felt after the death of her daughter, 28.

mother's image before the public had been badly damaged after the publication of the autobiography of Isabella The Little Girl Who Did not want to get fat ("The girl did not want to get fat"), published in 2008 . In one of his passages, said: "I was scared to grow, because I was convinced that my mother would stop loving me if I stopped being his little girl."

"Marie felt guilty have entered my daughter in the Bichat Hospital (located north of Paris). She did not want to go to that hospital, "said Christian Caro, stepfather of the French model in the middle 20 minutes Swiss . For him, Marie Caro finished sank after Oliverio Toscani statements. The Italian photographer worked with his daughter in far more complicated than the disease. After the death of Isabella, Marie ranked as "very arrogant." Caro's stepfather is currently in a legal fight against the French hospital who treated the model before his death by "negligence medical staff. The model was two weeks hospitalized for a severe infection of the respiratory system.

Trick


mine: The other day I read somewhere that before the purge is good to drink milk, thus says your throat suffers less. Trick
ana: soft drinks and low in calories, such as sparkling water or diet cola that much and barely filled the average kcal.



no calories Millions of kisses my princess!


million low-calorie kisses my princess!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Cool Wording On Running Tanks

hate the world. Day




I ate, they ate ... and worst of all is that I did not vomit or anything ... I took laxatives but still I'm worried ... I do not know.
Today I am angry with the world ... makes me angry that people of beating their breasts saying that anorexia and bulimia are a disease. Okay, yes, it's a disease but ... Ethan Do they not sick? Because yes, they are sick of the horrible pandemic that threatens the world, the hypocrisy.
is very easy to say "do five times a day", "us men like women with curves," the most beautiful is the natural "Lie! if so, why we are bombarded with advertising pro thinning and fashion campaigns whose models it is clear that anorexia? It is very easy to say that anorexia is a disease, but then is also very easy to choose a thin person among a mass of obese.
That's what makes me more grace, people are horrified at the prospect of an eating disorder And what about the overweight? Is it healthy to have anything to burst arteries of cholesterol? No.



already tell me that there is average but ... What is it? Will the marks imposed on us or what I see to stick his head out the window? Quite simply, the average is what I wear. Because I'm free to make my own decisions, and even starve to tear my life. And I know that everything I do hurts me more and more, but I am also I am not happy if I'm not thin.
The "normal" people do not even try to understand ... just point and blame, as if we were a curse or a social cancer ... honestly, I have often wondered if I am right, not for myself but for publishing advice and other life will be ruined as I ...
Actually, I've concluded that those who are not repugnant to read the first line of my updates is already more than sick. Furthermore, this blog is also dedicated to those people who spend a bad moment, doubting whether this is a game or not ... If you've read my blog, will understand that this way of life is a slow suicide, at least for me if it's worth, but maybe otars sensitize people that this is not a joke.




Because I can see it, because I can feel it, because I consider myself smart enough to know what I do, good or bad for me. Do we deserve more respect the addict or alcoholic? Why? ... People who talk the talk, do not know what to look at a mirror and gorging mourn ... not wanting to go out of shame, not wanting to have sex with anyone or touch you or you look ... But I do know what is to be in his position because I once was also a mere spectator who criticizes without knowing.
Now I am on this shore I realize lot of things ... and I can understand and share ...
I laugh when people make videos anti ana and mia ... it is clear that I do not see a beautiful girl who weighs twenty kilos, but where is the average of both presume? That is the far end. Is
also believe that we have seen millions of video of those, who informed me of the deaths from anorexia or em no memory is the long term?
If you believe that it is clear that the only ignorant here is you.







Finally I wanted to pay tribute to Isabelle Caro (masella Septiembrede 12 1982 - Toki November 17, 2010 ) was a French model that became known after being shot by Oliviero Toscani for a controversial ad campaign called "No anorexia " .

suffered from anorexia nervosa from 13 years of age. According to Isabelle, his illness was caused by a troubled childhood. While appearing on The Insider of CBS revealed that the worst moment of her eating disorder, her weight was only 25 kilograms (55 pounds, 3 º 13 pounds) with a height of 1.65 meters (5 feet 5 inches), his most recent weight was 33 kilograms (73 pounds, 5 º 3 lbs.) His professional resume argues that measured 168 cm and weighed 42 kg in September 2009 .

appeared in the program Supersize vs Superskinny which aired on March 11, 2008, during the program spoke to the journalist Anna Richardson about her anorexia.

was also interviewed in the second episode of the TV-documentary series, The Price of Beauty , which Jessica Simpson, Ken Paves and Cobb hunt, travel the world to explore the true meaning of beauty. Caro spoke of how she became anorexic and warned other girls about this affliction to which Jessica replied, "What you're doing now makes you more beautiful and I hope that women around the world know about this story and how important that is knowing how skinny you are not what makes you beautiful. " This episode aired on March 22, 2010 in the United States and 21 August in Japan.

was hospitalized for the first time at age 20. In 2006 entered Coma, weighing only 55 pounds (25 kg, 3 º 13 lbs.) At that time the doctor said he would not survive. In 2007 she starred

Nolita campaign "No Anorexia ." These images, captured by photographer Oliviero Toscani , Isabelle depicting naked, with the bones of her face and spine vertebal very noticeable under your skin and usually clearly affected by this eating disorders were seen around the world and became an icon of these disorders and the struggle of those who suffer.

Isabelle Caro died on November 17, 2010 in Tokyo, Japan, after spending nearly two weeks in the hospital with an acute respiratory illness. The cause of death is unknown. His family did not report the news to the media until after more than a month, on 29 December 2010.

know she never struggled to get to your state ... and hope that their struggle has been used for something.

was always a princess.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

How Much Is It To Refurbished Bathtubs

Mia. Peli

These last few are translated for me in an endless neurotic bulimic binge with their consequences and "vent in the bathroom."
I'm going through a weird phase in my bulimic nature has become part of me just like that ... and everyday I find something to eat before my parents and run a while after the bathroom to vomit ... esque and the fact that something as I am concerned sick has reached the degree of "normalcy" in my life ...
The remaining days were spent in fasting ... I guess I love feeling empty stomach ... and see how little by little my bones are marking on the skin.
These days, after resort to "mine" I opted for the use of laxatives ... always left some food inside, it is inevitable ... with laxatives I do is completely off.
The rest of my life ... I do not know, strange ...
tobellino In the midst of conflicting emotions ...
In fact, today was one of those days.
Since yesterday I felt like, minute by minute, my soul was chained to a few hours that seemed to be asleep.




The alarm did not go off, the shades were drawn to the fullest, and although it did not enter an iota of light, my eyes widened at exactly half past seven.
Not a minute more, not a minute less. I opened the closet
stretching and in just three minutes of clock and was dressed.
I went to the bathroom and held a duel of looks in the mirror. That girl seemed apathetic. His lips did not show any sign of sentimeinto and eyes, either by sleep or other trivialities, seemed completely out.
I got the shirt and the girl in the mirror I obediently followed suit. While I I watched, she slid her fingers over the protruding ribs to hold strong bones protruding from her hips. "Not good enough
.-
rattled an insistent voice in my head


I got the shirt and after brushing my teeth and comb my hair a bit I slid down the stairs, threw the breakfast lovingly prepared by my mother and I waited for my brother on the street.
The road to school was silent.
The wisps of cloud seemed to hang precariously melancholy of the tops of taller trees and thermometers shivering, unprepared for the sudden drop in temperatures.


I arrived at school with his hands in his pockets and her lips had not produced any sound throughout the journey.
The morning went well, bland and without complications "the best news? Late professor was absent and we could get home earlier. Upon entering
fell asleep on the couch until lunchtime ... that damn time of day. Costubre
As each minute stretched to achieve free myself lunch, but the screams of my mother ISTER pulled the chair.
front of me a dish with meat, rice and potatoes, a glass of water and sweetened yogurt.
I looked, I looked ... I was surrounded by family and could not escape ... the meat dish seemed to observe and remember how much I would gain weight. "Child eats
.- It was all I left my mother's mouth, between bites. Ate
head down, without thinking, without taste ... like an automaton, like a puppet, as a exclave of proteínass and carbohydrates.
finished eating and was malumorada, so I went down to the basement to talk to Diego and make time to vomit without suspicion.
I phoned for the first time in two days.
had not been aware of how much he missed his voice so far to hear it again.
It's frustrating to have someone to side and not view it by subject and college schedules.
In fact the conversation was in that sense all the time.
He talked and talked and distracted me with his chatter. "These very quiet
.-
smiled. Just had wanted to hear.


The conversation continued branching out in several random directions until her sister demanded the phone.
"Now I connect to MSN, a plis .-
And so I felt like his voice was breaking across the phone line. Elapse
do not know how the rest of my day, I have insurance that is my daily visit to my chute and posteririor "evacuol" otherwise I guess I study and little else. Trick

mia: squeeze the stomach with one arm while you vomit, and if they put it stuck squatting pushing the stomach. Trick

ana: I've seen people out there saying that water has no calories! or water, or vitamins! glucose calories are used to power nuetsro body. Food chains are transformed into simpler sugars to break down to be burned and then absorbed by the mitocrondias present in every cell of our body is the problem? all that does not burn carbohydrates are stored as fat>. <



candy
Miles my princess kisses without calories!
We're all in this, to support ... although we are aware that this is a disease and we are ruining the lives ... Sad
consciousness.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Light Ballast Wiring Diagrams

in house but without popcorn.


Today the day was pretty good.
I woke up on 12, with traces of the hangover from last night, and after spending almost all the computer amñana touched lunch. Again
stretched until the last second so my family would eat before I do, but lately it seems pufff not leave me a minute or a sun or shade>. <>. <>. <
Indeed, egg a minute ... good yesterday also told me, abaraza me and tells me "you put belly? and I ... ehhh noooo ribs and touch me, because I have quite marked (I am obese legs and slim waist) and em says "aunt who estassss sickly" and today in the same bed, touching my ribs "are a canijaa" and I (L ) I drooled jajajaja
Then we went to walk around town, talking about millions of things such jealousy, relationships and things like ... sincere?
Soon we met some friends and we talked to 11, which was when he walked me home.

can say, definitively, that for me today was a great day ^ ^

By the way I wanted to give a salute to one, for now anonymous following the blog .... sincerely me to tears when you said that was your inspiration T ^ T I hope you go well and that you are clear that this blog will always be a bit of madness devoted entirely to you and, well, not only you but all old and new followers
^ ^ That, and as usual, or dedicate a million non-caloric sweet kisses my princess ^ ^


today's trick: always carries in her purse a package of sugarless gum and a bottle of water. If someone offers you say you're bad food in the stomach and if they offer you drink out the bottle of water and shouts "I'm leaving my proposition of new year!" For those who smoke is clear, always carry your snuff! that if, at emnos here in Spain things are getting difficult for smokers ... and it only gives bad breath and bad Leave it! (If it is costing me jajajajjaja)

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Parades and twisted roll of kings.




not remember having a partner involved hanging out with friends, and that meant eating out with friends>. < Ayer fueron las cabalgatas de reyes, es decir, un dia cargado de dulces y caramelos... Lo peor de todo? comí y cené puffff A ver o cuento un poco mi dia xd. Por la mañana nada en especial hasta la hora de la comida que estuve a punto de escaparme... peor en el último momento mis padres me obligaron... y después no tenia tiempo para recurrir a mía... Por la terda, temprano quedé con unos amigos que hacía mucho tiempo que no veía y estubimos viendo las carrozas. A las siete tiré para casa de Diego, que un amigo suyo nos iba a acercar a Sevilla para ver las cabalgatas de allí y de paso conocer a algunos de sus amigos. El paseo por el centro fue bastante bonito, e incluso me atrevería a decir romántico... XD peor la verdad es que carrozas vimos pocas, había demasiada gente y nosotros llegábamos tarde...


Shortly thereafter we meet with friends and, almost from the outset as if evil snetí royo or something, in fact, after resolving some doubts I had about our I mentioned relationship, and although at first denied everything at the end of the night ended admitting it. The night was full of beer and worms: s to my dismay ... When to resume accompanied me to the house, but our drunken outbursts of passion caused my delay and uan consecuencuencia good scolding from my mother. I arrived exhausted, drunk and angry so I started to eat em ... now I regret being a Abes>. < POr suerte hoy es el último día de fiestas, pronto vendrán más cosas que hacer, menos tiempo libre y sobretodo más excusas para no comer así que puede decirse que estoy bastante bastante feliz ^^


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Many kisses without my princess and I promise that this will be the last drop!