Today I feel happy.
was not the best day of my life, but well ...
the morning did not go to the first two hours of class to study the review had recess ... but I fell asleep and could not review only thing>. \u0026lt;so I took a six (I get very nervous in the oral tests) Well I will work more on the next test so I can maintain the average ... At this rate I will not be able to log in psychology!
At lunchtime my parents forced me to eat TT as usual, this Once cooked and yogurt ... but hey, I turned to me and it is:) sincerely know that I have so much inside ... from what I've read somewhere around 20% but I will not pufff deanimar now! NOT CRAZY!
not how I'm going to fix or to excuse me I will draw from the manga but tomorrow I swear I will not eat anything! I'm sick of bulimia>. \u0026lt;more so because little by little I feel inside me is undermining ... and really my periods with ana have not only been more effective but also more enjoyable, the problem is the coexistence, is difficult to cheat so much and especially your parents. Although it sounds mean, it's much easier to tell any Ball to your friends to try to convince your parents ... and more to mine ... Need to become independent NOW! by the way, I'm looking for some work in the evenings or something to get me some money because I hate financially dependent on my parents (I am a parasite)
This afternoon, as she entered the bathroom the first thing I did was spend half an hour in the mirror How did I get so fat? I am disgusted! I left a lot ... While even I have the courage to weigh myself, as we see everything I've gained a infartoT.T me so I did not weigh them in a while (which I find it almost impossible) and not embitter've covered all the mirrors my home (I look like a eskizofrénica) because I've noticed that every time I reflected on one of them I get a "cut up" I look at my arms, my stomach, my legs and face horrible bread that is making me >. \u0026lt;'m horrible ASCO GIVE ME! Every time I think of Betta and the 36 kilos I fall tears T ^ T but who wants something does not cost you anything? and I do not think throwing in the towel and less now, that's clear.
FAT, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY, OBESITY,
FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, FAT, fat, fat,
FAILED, FAILED, FAILED, FAILED, FAILED, FAILED, FAILED,
NOW NOT going to surrender.
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