I'm worried ... Yesterday I went to the hospital with my mother and me as we walked uncle gave a commentary "these obsessed, If you are an anorexic "the worst is that I felt that his words had not reprimanded but concern ... I think my mother is realizing this.
had long since I had monitored the food and stuff, but do not know. .. I am concerned that this destroys the relationship that I'm starting to have with her because, basically destroying the families eating disorders ... and mine is already bad enough for it to be so selfish to destroy it ... but I
when em said I was angry that I took it as an attack and I snapped across the face if he was so was her fault, that if I was obsessed with my weight is because she has been like a lifetime, a diet in another, complaining about all this ... I immediately said that was nonsense, that she was not so obsessed like me and probablemnte be true, as true as it was the trigger for my madness. After
of the revision, in which the doctor told me I was thinner and more beautiful, we went to look at clothes and I was pretty depressed watching what you see the size 34 the other side ... I would kill for that size.
In a store I tried on some pants and a skirt and I were so bad I thought I was going to take to mourn, the listless estube rets in the afternoon and my mother noticed ... I said if I put so we would not go shopping together, but to me that I did not care ...
When I got home I almost burst into tears and I did nothing to eat ... is completely absurd and contradictory: I am obese and as>. \u0026lt;What goes head? Since I can not use mine for the operation (although frankly as vomit emnso better) took laxatives ...
This morning I ordered the entire room and the closet, I ate only an apple and my mother, because she kept looking at me ... and we'll see the dinner, because it's the behind the ear MSOC
-.- Well, I hope you do better than me
Many low-calorie kisses my princess!
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